junkiejoelle

Hi there Stranger. Been thinking a lot about work and such. And realised that this was not the way to go. Sleepless nights over the last week kept me thinking ahead and what I really wanted for myself. I guess, probably a time to move on?? Anyw, in other news. Dinner cookout with my favourite bunch of guys last Thursday! Thank God for these wonderful people in my life. What would I do without them?? **Teary eyes** LOL. EC, JN and myself met up at JL's house @ Queenstown (My goodness QUEENSTOWN LIKE A DAMN FAR) and so thankful to EC and JL for cooking dinner! Here's what you have missed: CURRY CRABS. Jelly or wad? Haha. And post curry crabs was chatting about work, life and stuff. So now we are at this age eh. Friday was a yum yum day as well.  Boss bought Han's Focaccia w Spicy Tuna & Cheese; earlier in the morning at Novena to treat us. Oh well, actually I was the one who requested it. :p But the food was so so. Bleh. Not spicy at all. And...

Just realised I kinda died-ed on my blog for over a year ago. Been looking into my past blog entries and I just smiled. And yeah; I should start sharing my life again. Hello. Summarizing what I have been up to this 1.5 years seems like a impossible task. But here's a main one. Been missing out so much on friends and LIFE in general. Major setback when I went into kinda serious depression back in 2012. Right on my 23rd birthday; I kinda exploded. I exploded on myself. So many ups and downs past these 1.5 years made me seemed like I was insignificant. Really insignificant. A whole big woo-ha brought over from my childhood years and the expectations that my family, friends and colleagues that I thought they saw in me... kinda killed me back then. I FELT ALONE. Never in my entire life that I felt so lost . And that everything that I did seemed so wrong. It wasn't easy with all the emotional turmoils and my brain getting blown by itself. It feels like tiny l...